rage.
what do you do when you’re so angry you don’t even know what to do with yourself. it’s like there’s a volcano inside you that’s erupting and you hear your heart respond to it with its increase in heartbeat, and your eyes with its blurred vision of tears. your whole body and mind isn’t even thinking straight as to what you want to do, at this moment, to calm down.
FUCK IT. okay, i understand that what I did was bad, and yes-maybe, there could have been a way to rectify it. but WTF is with that response. who fucking shot down your dreams and happiness today. yeah, you do have a right to be mad- i give you that. but to THAT extent? to someone you’re supposed to love..? fucking anger management issues right there.
it’s like you act as if you’re so calm, cool, and collected 24/7 of the time, but once someone steps inside your 地雷 it’s like you fucking explode with all the emotions you tried so hard to bottle in.
CALM THE FUCK DOWN. i know what i did may not have been the right way in the adult world, but who ever said i was one. diu, i’m still a child. so if you want to claim that what i did was only alright in a “child’s word”, well-news for you: i still am one. so..guess what I did that was supposedly sooooo unacceptable and un-grownup and so un-forgiving of manners, that you’d fucking explode–it’s acceptable in my world. is it not?
seriously. if you’re not an angel by means of your original character and nature. stop always trying to be one through your calm cool and collected facade. because that, in the aftereffect, can cause you huge grudges with people in the future who might be actually willing to do something about it. just because you’re horrible once doesn’t eliminate the fact that you were horrible, or still are, no matter how often or not you show it. because once it’s in you, it’s in you, and it’s not like it can just magically appear in the spur of the moment when something pisses you off. and then after a period of time you go back to being the “angel” you were as if that bitchiness in you never even happened.
please. sometimes, grow up, mr. “adult”.
ss4 shanghai?
does anyone know if there’s going to be a ss4 in shanghai??
apparently it’s been a rumor for a long time but SM hasn’t confirmed it!
i neeeed ss4 shanghai!!!
"It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard. Impossible’s not a word. It’s just a reason for someone not to try.” –What Faith Can Do, Kutless"
"Everybody falls sometimes, gotta find the strength to rise. from the ashes and make a new beginning. Anyone can feel the ache, you think it’s more than you can take. but you’re stronger, stronger than you know. Don’t you give up now. the sun will soon be shining. You gotta face the clouds, to find the silver lining.” -What Faith Can Do, Kutless"
my world.
"It's impossible," said pride.
"It's risky," said experience.
"It's pointless," said reason.
"Give it a try," whispered the heart.
A girl who searches for inspiration. for relativity. to be able to share, and express. to connect. to breathe.
